White Buffalo Woman
My Native Spirit Name is
Awaabshikziid Mushcodii Mishiki Ikway.
Which in English translates to
White Buffalo Woman
Within days of emigrating to Canada my friend brought me to visit Curve Lake. I was amused that Whetung's Art and Crafts gallery, opened its doors on the day I was born. I remember walking in the door and being instantly mesmerized by the artwork and photographs of the generations who have live on the Reserve.
I had no idea why but I was especially drawn to the
White Buffalo art. I purchased some things and returned every two
weeks and more often if possible. Each time we drove down Curve Lake
Road I could see people in among the trees. At first they seemed like
shadows and eventually they became clearer. Then i began to hear them
and they spoke to me about who they were at one time, who they were here
to assist. I felt an instant connection with the culture and teachings.
I knew there would be some resistance to beginning an apprenticeship or training but I knew it would happen.
As things happen I was blessed to meet a man who became my teacher as well as a true friend. He showed me things and I did not share with him immediately that I knew a lot of what he was teaching me, it seemed that as he spoke I remembered it.
There were times I would help him with
ceremonies and we didn't have to speak, he would
nod and I knew what he meant. Our connection is incredible. He has
supported me through good times and even more through some of the most
difficult times in my life. I have been made very aware that he knew who
I was all along and if I thought I was keeping anything from him about
my previous teachings, I was only fooling myself!
I was gifted a drum by my teacher and best friend. There was a White Buffalo painted on it. I felt detached from it for a while although I knew it was a huge Honour, there was something I was resisting.
Within a year I realized how much I loved my drum, it brought forward healing songs and lessened the broken heart I had been carrying around. It assisted me in helping and teaching others. I had allowed myself to blend everything I had learned in this lifetime and in others to begin teaching and assisting others in Spiritual growth. The commonalities between all the indigenous cultures around the world had always fascinated me. I took courses in Universal shamanism and each time I walked away understanding the oneness of this very powerful way to heal ourselves, each other and Mother Earth and all the gifts she has brought to us.
Through all of these teachings, I embraced all the aspects of myself and felt extremely at home in my own skin for the first time in my life. I realized that I could blend all the teachings and of course learn more and more and be just who I was and help others do the same.
It is an honour to be given the name White Buffalo Woman and I look forward to when we all become one again. My daughter Taylor was born in 1994, the same year as the White Buffalo was born in Janesville, Wisconsin. She too has the energy of White Buffalo Woman.
Grey Owl
One of my spirit
guides I have seen since I was a child was a man with a long ponytail.
He never said anything to me and I never tried to communicate with him
until one night I was sitting in a sweat lodge and he came to me. He
told me his name was Grey Owl. He told me that I was not to pretend to
be Native to be accepted in to teachings or ceremonies, that he had done
it and it was his downfall. He had lost respect because of his
pretenses. Although he did great work he was discredited and spoken
about as a fraud. He told me he was with me to assist me in being who I
was , an Irish shaman walking the path in Canada, I was to gather as
many teachings and attend as many ceremonies as possible and teach what I
had learned to others. I was to speak of the commonality between all
cultures in the shamanic ways.
I bought a book about
Grey Owl and decided that I needed to know as much as I could about my
friend and guide. Before I sat down to read the book, I did a little
research on him on the internet and was intrigued.
A few weeks later I
had insomnia and decided to watch TV. I was shocked at what I saw on the
TV guide. the movie Grey Owl was starting 5 minutes later. Grey Owl was
being played by Pierce Brosnan an Irishman!
So I learned the Grey Owl story through and Irishman. I still smile when I think of that night.
Grey Owl is usually
with me when I am teaching, he often shows himself to others attending
the workshops. He is not shy about letting me know he is with me and
others. there is one magical experience I would like to share. During
the time my boyfriend and I were creating a beautiful walkway out of
flagstone in his backyard,we were enjoying a starry night and a bright
full moon. In the moonlight I saw that one of the stones has a familiar
face in it. Grey Owls profile, I thought I was crazy at first but the
more I looked at it, the more I saw. Needless to say We did not include
that stone in the walkway. It has a special place of honour in my
home.
Grey Owl Archie Belaney